just, tears are the shape of my heart, so close your eyes
just, tears are the shape of your heart, I close my eyes
just, all of you, shape of my heart, I open eyes




This journal is, as of this post, officially semi-friends only. NEW: Semi-friends only now means that I'll be posting public entries first, then, within about a week, will be locking them. ALL ENTRIES ARE LOCKED NOW, except for a couple random public ones.

But if you have friended me recently or want to friend me, please comment to this post, mmk? I'll most likely add you back right away 'cause generally I like people. I just want to be able to identify you somehow. If you want you can answer these next questions and, if not, just leave some sort of comment that'll make me remember who you are; i am soooooo ADD.

1) why you're friending me (lol askin' for an ego boost :Db)
2) anything important I should know about you
3) what interests we have in common (what fandoms you're in)

if we don't have any interests in common, I'll say it's still okay to friend me, but it'd probably better for your mental health if we do have some things in common because I tend to talk about my favorite fandoms a lot. (If you need to know what fandoms I'm into, check out the profile.)

important: If you friend me and do not comment to this post, I will NOT be friending you back. srry do not like lurkers, too much of a comment whore for that ♥

ps. if I have recently asked if I could friend you, then you do NOT need to comment here.

~*~*~ SS501 PIMP POST ~*~*




THIS PIMP POST IS NOT MINE. IT WAS DONE BY among_the_lost (who I miss dearly ;;) HERE AND I'M REPOSTING IT SINCE 1) THE ORIGINAL POST IS LOCKED and 2) SS501 HAS RECENTLY MADE THEIR COMEBACK AND PEOPLE ARE ASKING ABOUT THEM.

This is a completely amazing pimp post, guys. It is worth your time.

( SS501 are back, and they want you to know who they are. )

Holy shit, going through that for three hours straight and basically re-typing the entire damn thing makes me MISS HER SO MUCH ;; She put so so so so so much effort into this, guys. Please please please do not just brush it off, k? ;_______________;

Final Note: OKAY LOL SLEEP NOW. Now, srsly. Anyone who's wondering who the hell SS501 is on your f-lists - LINK THEM HERE D: Isn't this the most epic post ever? SPREAD IT AROUND SPREAD IT AROUND.

Something's seriously up with me lately, so I'm taking a Complete Internet Hiatus. Meaning, no livejournal, no checking f-list, no posting, no fandom, nothing.

I don't know what's wrong. Every time I make a post these days I seem to end up deleting it or privatizing it. I just... don't like myself right now. Everything about the "me" I've come to be on the internet. I think me acting like a shit face when requesting DBSK stuff was what made me realize this. I don't know. It could just be me acting like a shit face by not commenting or replying or posting or idek. I don't know I don't know I do not know. I do know I need a break from the internet all together. Not just livejournal but all the other random sites I frequent. So, voila, ~hiatus~.

Honestly, I think this is just a phase. I think I've been living too much in the internet and want to spend more time with friends coming back from college and what not. Hollywood Bowl really made me miss having my friends with me for the best times in my life :(( Or smth. I'm totally confused about it all, really.

Just, for now, hiatus.

And I'm terribly sorry about commenting. A person I've had on my f-list for a really long time recently defriended me, and I know it's because of my absolute lack of commenting. It broke my heart, really, but I won't blame any of you for defriending me either. I'm sorry.

I love you all, and take care for a while, k? You have my love and my thoughts in whatever you guys do and whatever you guys may or may not be going through.

See ya around ♥

title: Gray [1/2]
author: sukinohikari
pairing: Heechul, Hankyung
summary: Heechul POV. my take on current events regarding his injury and absence.
warnings: it's poorly written, unbetaed, too dramatic.
( he started estimating the numbers, the first day after they left; five more, ten more, twenty. on the third day, they knocked him out at the hospital, the needle penetrated, and he stayed alone. )

title: The Other Sentence
author: sukinohikari
characters: Hankyung, Heechul, Donghae makes an appearance by wiping out on his ass or smth
pairing: HanChul
genre: Weird fluff? :/
rating: PG-ish
disclaimer: Pfffft.
summary: Going along with recent events, Hankyung comes back from China and comes home to Heechul's broken nose. And Hankyung can hear Heechul's thoughts? ROFL IDK. summaries D:

PLZ NOTE: I don't write good fic. I don't write fic often. I don't even know what spurred me to write this fic. This fic wasn't even proofread properly! THANK YOU ♥!
( Hankyung frowned out the plane window and realized this phenomenon didn’t even make sense to him. But he’d be landing in Korea soon, and he’d be back in Super Junior dorms soon, and perhaps he’d remember exactly how it went once he'd seen Heechul again. )
... idek. wtf. comments make me feel really, really, really good :(

In light of the recent JE meme that did me absolutely no good, I present a:


If you think my MSPaint banner sucks real hard, TOO BAD.
...Though I may or may not use a new banner if any graphic-inclined aficionado out there feels so generous as to make a better one.

Form:
<b>Name:</b> <b>Age:</b> <b>Location:</b> <br><b>Why you like Super Junior <s>(I don't even know why I'm asking this one)</s>:</b> <b>Your favorite member/sub-group/whore:</b> <b>Member you may or may not want to bitch slap some days:</b> <b>Favorite Super Junior moment/show/youtube video?:</b> <b>Your opinion on ONLY 13!!!!1:</b> <b>Super Junior porn is better than any other fandom, Y/Y?:</b> <br><b>SPEAKING OF. What are your other main fandoms?:</b> <b>Do you have a friending policy?:</b> <b>What is usually in your journal?:</b> <b>ARE YOU ~SO GORGEOUS~? Or whatever else you want to ramble about:</b>

And because I slash/ship/debauch these boys like NOBODY'S BUSINESS, I've made a separate form for those who love reading fic on our favorite miracle______ community too much. I put everything for this next bit in small font simply because these comments will be huge enough as it is. Take out the [small] HTML if you so wish:

<small><b>Give me a favorite pairing or multiple:</b> <b>A pairing that makes you D<-face at your computer:</b> <b>Any youtube/pictorial evidence of your OTP(s)?</b>: remove this part after you've read it---> Stick an img src and/or embed video in here and I KEEL you (this post will start to take a long time to load). Links only plz. <b>Any other comments because my brain is fried and idk what more to say?:</b> </small>

I HAVE RECENTLY CHANGED MY COMMENT PAGES BACK TO CUSTOMIZED. People still commenting on here probably noticed. If this is a hassle, please inform me, and I will change it back. Actually, I believe there is a way to disable customized comment pages for a single post, but I am unsure how to do it ;; If anyone knows...?